Notice (Addendum added)

This blog will be deleted in a few days.*

I find myself cringing a little each time I open it. I think its because its all negative... no balance. I've been known to praise technology on one day and then bitch about it on another. This blog would only contain the bitching. You know, out of balance.

I'm going to get a notebook and put all my bitching in it, then no one else needs to be exposed to it and every so often I can destroy the evidence. Cause you know. I'm such a sweet person.

*Addendum: I will be rethinking about keeping this blog going because of a couple of comments from people. What is more important? Being honest in my presentation or having people think I'm boring? I mean 'nice'. I guess the bottom line is that if people don't want to be exposed to bitching, they won't come here.

I don't plan on taking any action right now. I'll see how it goes. I know I enjoy reading blogs written by people who are real. Sigh. I don't know. I guess it stays for now.

I Want My Life Back, Damn it!

I'm tired of being a mother. A mother is someone you use when you're down on your luck or are just plain lazy. I want motherhood to stop. And lets not even talk about pretending to be a grandmother. I simply do not have it in me to be something I'm not... and I'm not a kids person. I've tried. I have sincerely tried, but its not gonna happen. I seem to expect a child to listen to adults and do what they are told to do........ snort. One of life's biggest jokes.

I want my life back. The life without live-ins, life without unruly rug rats. I want my car back. I want my bank account back. I want my apartment back. I WANT MY SANITY BACK!

And at this point, the odds of this happening are a gazillion to one against it.

oh yeah.... AND I'M TIRED OF WATCHING CARTOONS!! (However, my favorite is Jacob Two-two. I like the drawings. sigh.)

PS. I think two weeks is too long for school to be out... especially when there's continous rain so there's no playing outside. After winter break comes spring break, then summer break. crap.

Pop Up Ads

What's up with all these irritating pop-up ads?! They're showing up on blogs, youtube, all over. And they pop-up RIGHT IN YOUR FACE. I feel like I'm a trapped wallet and all these grubby fingers are trying to force open my pockets so they can grab my folding money.

I didn't mind the side-bar ads. After all, they are what help to keep internet actives free.... but in MY FACE!! Its too much.

I feel like pretty soon all consumers will be gouged, skewered to the ground so they can't move and they will be actually forced to watch advertisements. Who am I kidding. We won't be forced to watch advertising. They just go straight to our money and forget about getting anything for it. After all, their CEOs need those million dollar bonuses. That's what capitalism is all about. Greed.

Clean Up on Isle Three

I gotta post something here so that those few poor folks who are innocently following this blog don't end up with cuss words on their sites.

Clean up.... clean up needed on Isle three, please.

Motherhood

I'm so sick of being a mother sometimes I just want to end it all. Talk about a shit ass "job"...... friggging ass so called men ought to be stuck with doing EVERYTHING a damn mother is expected to do. And once you are a mother YOU ARE NEVER DONE WITH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NEVER EVER EVER EVER DONE WITH BEING A STINKING ASS MOTHER.

Mothers are responsible for EVERYTHING fucking thing and it never ends. NEVER.

Let some fucking ass man clean up vomit and diarrhea. Let some fucking ass man get blamed for some crazy-ass killer or some whiny ass baby at 52 yrs of age. But what am I saying? There are no frigging ass "men" in my world. There's only overgrown stupid ass babies with dicks. Spread the damn wealth. Men ought be stuck with mommy duty.

Get me outta here!!!

Just pondering

I wonder why women who have no fingernails to speak of still put fingernail polish on them. It seems to just be a distraction. At least to me. If you have "working fingernails" (that means SHORT SHORT nails that may or may not be bitten down) I don't think putting a flood light on them enhances anything.

Lighten up, fer gawd sake!

Is it just me or.....

I'm getting tired of looking at DARK pictures on blogs, especially photos of art work. Just one big block of DARKNESS. Doesn't it show up on their monitors as dark? Is it just mine? Don't the artists give a fig?

Lighten the photos just a little. What the hell good is posting art work if no one can see it? Or are you too special to bother with it. THINK!!!!! Think things through; put yourself in the other person's shoes. I don't care how good your art is, if I can't see it then its a bunch of crap to me. And everyone knows that my opinion is the only one that counts.